Eternal Light

Blindly walking in the mist to pretend how I have fucked up a good things by thinking I know anything. Lost and alone shed the tears of regret. Pain and guilt are my best friends. I beg for mercy of my mistake. God have forsaken the clueless soul.

I can't be everything, I wish that I could be. Where is the light of hope? There is no more faith to hold. Love is a misery. This is fucking killing me but I can't let go. I won't replay the moment of devastation all over again, but my heart keep revive the memories. Drowning into the emptiness. Please drag me to the shore...