Second Sun

Brand new life is waiting ahead me. I'm so excited to begin all over again. Fresh start, fresh challange, and the most important thing is a brand new way of live. Everything will be different start from this second. I had a lot of disaster years so far and for sure i'm not proud of it. Shit happen, but i did everything to keep my head high and face it like a real warrior. I'm so grateful for what i have now. Living along a great family, and good friends who always been there during my hard time.

First thing first, i have to drag myself back into my passion who already lost because of social bullshit and then i did nothing to prevent it. Playing and making music is the most great thing i ever know. I just want to try my best to learn about music stuff and industry in my country for now. The second one is motorcycle racing. It's pretty great emotion when you riding motorcycle and overtake other riders when entering the corner. Late braking as late as possible to make a good manuver. Damn...i really miss doing that again. Seem's like i'm stuck in a cage for a while. Everything holds me back off from my grid. I was worried too much for some point in life. Overthinking killed my happiness and made be believe that i was so fucking weak to take an opportunity to moving forward.

I had a long journey vacation with my silent guardian couple months ago. I discovered a great scenery, new adventure, then new experience. I wish i could stay longer but time wasn't friendly with me back in the day. Adventure is the one things that keep me alive beside music and motorcycle. It helps me regain myself confidence. I just realized now i'm going to far from my dream, the ambition to conquer the world, just kidding. I need to get back to my life track and take my goal more seriously. I'm really afraid of being lazy and do nothing. Wondering good things will happen to me and that scenario will only be exist in my head. I'm still 23 years old need to learn more about how this cruel world goes. Whatever happen, i make a commitment to myself. I don't want to lost myself again in life's problem and cause overthinking then absolutely it just wasting my time. I did that before.

Everyday is a great day to learn, embrace the suck and make a memories that last a life time. Keep doing crazy and stupid things, taking the risk and always keep moving forward. I was desperate enough not to believe in my dream, that was a great nightmare for me. But now, i'm stand in the top of the world proving that problems can't make me down. Everything that was happened to me was great. Every life's mistake, failure, dissapoitment, and disaster moment make me a better and stronger person right now. I'm not wise enough because i still have a long way to go. Hopefully i won't mess this up over and over again. I have to be more focus to become the person i want to be and it's a must.