Dying Soul

I'm going down in this critical cirumstances. The reality change me to be a surveillance and watch every movement from the corner of the world. See the life goes on from the inside of dark tunnel. The golden time is gone, some left unspoken, and there's still untold story. I can't do anything to control it, i only capable doing everything all alone. I seek a great life atmosphere at this time. three years later after through a great life challange, it changes nothing at all. Day  by day i try to hang on and doing things right and pretend this life is really great. Everywhere i go there's a same feeling deep inside myself. Solitary day make everything more harder than before. It's not fair, when happiness is temporary, and pain last forever.